anyway have a good news here!!! Finally the very very slow ngee ann poly email me!!! I ponned SP's interview today to go english workshop ok...
I am offically not going SP tomorrow...I guess it is a right choice for me since I am confirm won't accept that school and I have english workshop...last week english workshop was not bad, so shall gofor english workshop instead because it is more wise to do that ba...met up with Alvina pollyna cherie and jerlyn in the morning...telling them that I might be going overseas to study because it is bio medical that I am taking and started crying...I just can't imagine what if I really have to go overseas...if I decide to step onto this boat it is going to be long sailing years and years and years even when everyone around me have long dinish their studies and have made sonething in their life I may be still struggling with studies haven't made a single cent...probably not sonething I am prepared yet...what about everything else here...then polly started crying too...was quite shock seriously...everyone really plans life...come on...as in who doesn't want to...especially when she has the potential to be a high flyer since she is in RIJC now............cabbing 2 suns in a row...perspiring like crazy...why are all the sundays so hot??? when ponggol again...this time not alone...and and and someone pang say me again! this is like the thousandth time already can...always like this de...is like there are symtoms we know clearly le can...wanting is sick and probably down with H1N1 so don't come near me...we share the same room and probably have the virus around me...now I can't sleep or study in my own room can...nevermind as long as I don't get sick I am ok with anything because in 5 days time it is FOP already...I can't afford to be sick...and and and hahaha...love foundation 3.0 wahahahahahaha it is going to be great in my hands ok...
Congrat me ok...I finished study rule so tonight I can sleep properly and play properly and tomorrow go out without worrying yeah! this week pastor how is away for real man conference...so the real woman came and preach...gosh...talking of some woman's conference...hahaha....pastor lia's preaching never disappoints us...praise and critizism are like bubblegum, it is good to chew on but unwise to swallow it wholesale...it is really true...I think it is better to get this straight with us before the church moves on...everything went rather smooth sailing recently as a whole church I guess...well-known people came like AR bernard....praise our church...we are like in clouds nine...but we can't swallow the praises...got to stick to the goals which are there since the beginning...
Going to say something really knock into me...kind of...it reminds me...the 3 session of CG on culture VS conviction...okok this is sensitive so I shall not mention name let say there is person A and Person B and myself...person A told me that during her grandparent furneral her cousins who are christian refuses to hold the joss stick and she thinks that they are really ridiculous and not respectful to the elders...all their relative keep critizising them because of that and they refuse to hold the joss stick...the situation is that person A is talking and I am listening and doing my stuff at the same time...then person B infront of us turns around and say...aiya...stop saying le la...she going to explode already...immediately I reply no...
I am not exploding...neither am I angry with her remarks...I am just thinking...seriously thinking....I almost say...I will do the same...but thinking twice...it is unwise to say it out...
several times in the bible:
Exodus 20:5
You must not bow down to them or worship them, for I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God who will not tolerate your affection for any other gods. I lay the sins of the parents upon their children; the entire family is affected—even children in the third and fourth generations of those who reject me.
Exodus 34:14
You must worship no other gods, for the Lord, whose very name is Jealous, is a God who is jealous about his relationship with you.
Deuteronomy 5:9
You must not bow down to them or worship them, for I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God who will not tolerate your affection for any other gods. I lay the sins of the parents upon their children; the entire family is affected—even children in the third and fourth generations of those who reject me.

and and last one le...Hope church is also doing great thing and great things are happening there! Kaye told me that her coursin and friend went Hope church service today and her cousin's friend got saved today and for her cousin...told Kaye that he/she is coming to heart of god church again soon...wow god is really moving!!! Saw that???
Just realised I broke the 200 post mark...nah....yesterday was crazy...the most ultimate cafe duty I have ever done...
today gonna continue it...we have to pack the sort out all the receipt for the past one year...finish sorting out one month in hour...imagine how difficult it is??? totally crazy...the auditor is coming so got to do the manual...didn't take any photo of the mountain of the receipt but will do it today...it is really a mountain...imagine if one day we would have 3 receipt...1 month would be 90 plus plus ba imagine again what if it is red rain...the roll is super duper big de lo...times 2 and what if it is one year...oh man!!! hahaha:D but was fun...donno why we talked about sadam hussian and he was hang de...then they told me about the beheading de...they say the beheading isn't just beheading...the knief might not be too sharp and they might have to saw the head down...imagine myself there...I don't want to die like this!!! Like one of the terrorist that has to be beheaded...the video is on youtube some time ago and they saw it...omg can...I would want to see it if I manage to find it......

shushhhh....argh...sometimes...I really feel like closing in everything and not care about anything outside...not caring about anybody or any situation....I got to study...am I really worrying for people too much??? Tiring man....come on I can't even bare to off my phone for a day...can't sleep tonight...gonna try my best to finish as much of the study rule as possible...I haven been studying...gosh...next monday have to go interview in SP...again lo...I don't feel like going already...I just want to wait for NP to contact me...but...sorry...I gave the actual copy of the testimony mr choo type and printed for me to TP....really hope that flavian gets through for TP design school interview...watching a show on channel U...so so so feel like going on some mission trips or just some voluntering trips to help people...if you have not been to one...go for one!!! it is a priceless experience...weiling still have almost 12 more hours to study...
PAst few days didn't blog...feel so weird...but anyway blogger is disgusting...I am useing some disrupted template in creating a post so bare with it if you can't see...monday super super tired already...flavian and nicholas came to my house in the late evening till night then went to eat supper...gonna diet already la!!! Went serangoon mac talk talk talk...they walk me home because it is very late and quiet already...tuesday was worst...I met some super duper idiotic people who were there to interview me for DPA...even TP gives me a place I doubt I will accept...i know even though many people want to go there...I prefer NP can...even though it is further from my house in dover but it is ok...have shutter bus...I don't see why I can't see myself make it to NUS medical school...still ask me why I put TP only as second choice...if I am mean enough...I would really say...at least NP have nutured 2 students that manage to enter NUS medical school have you have not...but of course if I say that I should just commit suide after that.......went to find xueni and flavian at night in city hall...to accompany xueni to get something her dad send over from china...today is the best man!!! Suddenly realise that my class is rather exciting too...haha...in the negative side...u know u know wink* wink* hahahahahaha:D held like a TCL debate...because the brainless guy without thinking of the consequences put a photo of the guys playing card with fahmy during racial harmony on stomp...apparently alot of people saw it already...even the principle...the best is that they are really not gambling just some dare game...to drink some disgusting drink if lose that round...now he gets fahmy into trouble...I guess from today onwards he is going to have big time in class!!! The guys won't let him off so easily de....cheryl and derrick is like having fun shooting him today...seriously...I have a very strong evidence...why would they disturb his out of no reason??? they must be too free if it is true...but of course they are not la....come on la...it is not like the first time already...it has always been like this since he was in primary school....LC is eye opening...I didn't know it is radio broadcast...so exciting...went home to study after that...got lots of hours to cover today...everyone is not going for the test jerlyn set which is tomorrow...everyone sure is busy people...flavian is going TP design school for interview tomorrow and gonna chiong podfoldio today...jyjy flavian...at least he can ask me what question they would ask while I went there first hand and unprepared....anyway I gonna show that idiot I am the 3rd to enter NUS medical school let him open his eyes to see a bigger world...seriously...can't blame him too because the 2 other people interviewed with me...doesn't know alot of things too....one even think the a few thousand to a few 10 thousand and allow her to finish studies in medical...I tell u...that idiot laugh at her can...I deny that I was giggling too......the whole interview was exciting...ask me I will tell u what happen....i laugh alot too...and even dragged the whole thing so the two of them almost killed me...hahahahahahahahahahahha:D imagine how nervous they must been and how badly they wanted to leave asap.....hahahahahahahaha:D seriously can't help but laughing wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha:D
I don't care what people will say
I'm running after you
I won't turn back and go their way
I'm running after you


Out whole day visiting people, loving people and talking with people
Early morning wake up to go find xueni...they didn't give me the full address, I roam the entire ponggol mrt station and LRT track to find my way around...luckily there are nice SBS officers that helped me, or else I might really end up roaming the entire ponggol...Reach her house still have to confirm that it is her house...but she is not at home...LRT works really really slowly...can't stand it...waited very long for a LRT to come take me back to Ponggol MRT station

See! Ponggol is not a place I am used to...it is so peopleless and everywhere is filled with fields and forest...so scary...because it is still under development...unlike Serangoon...everywhere sure have people de...unless it is times like 2am-5am then will have lesser people...But seriously I am very scared because I went there alone and even walked past a funeral...scare me until I sit in the play ground for awhile think where should I go...
After that went back to serangoon meet up with Kaye and bused down to look for Gabriel...haha...he just woke up...went eat lunch in hougang green the behind de coffee shop then pei him go cut hair...met some weird hair dresser...he look so pretty...with long hair and slim arms...but he is confirm a guy...you know those kind very pretty can fight with those thailand pretty girl those kind...yeah...cab to church for service...very tired by then already... confess that I dooze off during service...exactly the same as yesterday de...
But today Lorenzo is around!!! Yes! after service went to join him and marcus...he is so cute!!! All the sec ones are really cute! Anyway tomorrow start 20 hours study rule...this time is real de already...must do de...now there are less then 100 days excluding weedends to Olevel...everyone is like targeting 10 points for L1R5...fully used my day!!! Okok finally! Cafe peeps ask me to help up with the ushering for festival of Praise (FOP) they say choose fri or sun but I say I don't mind ushering both days...anyway I intend to ask Jian Ming in the first place already...can't wait for it...it is like 2 weeks away only!!! okok less then that...everyone will be there...sure I great experience!!!
Next few days decided to lock my com so I can just concentrate on studying...play com only on sat night...and dragonica only...and blog only on weekends...
Oh yeah someone told me that if hini worsens Olevel will be cancelled and taking Prelims results...haha good luck man!!! Actually what for paranoid...it is like a common flu only...anyway it is funny to see the entire D13 wear mask on sat because one of their new friend is positive with hini hahahaha:D go off to study already...bye everyone...will miss blogging for one week de...
Stay home all morning till 3...met up with Nicholas and walter and flavian at bus stop.....grhhhhh...Flavian is the last to reach...hahaha
God gave us:
1. Creativity
2.Ability
3.Productivity
-Talent=money=value
Gonna study to increase ability...
Midnight gaming with Flavian and nicholas...didn't fight at all throughout the mission only kill one monster...nicholas fight the most...scared to death le lo...died twice...jump around just to avoid getting killed or hurt...if u were to see the mission...you will definately laugh non-stop because all u see is me jumping not fighting hahahahahaha....Flavian DC half-way la...leaving me and nicholas...ended the game already...going off to study now...I seriously now know what it feels to see everyone else mugging except myself...I shall study night...anyway just be tired for 4 months...it would be over soon:)
Target L1R5:10
20 hours study rule...going to see weiling shots mahahahahahahahaha
Cherie say me ben and audrey must be top few so I think we really have to be top few now...can de can de...





Keep sleeping man!!! Turning into a pig sooon... I then don't want! Pigs are quite bad de...BBQ people with Lions...hahahaha:D
Anyway...there have been an increase of "drama" in class this few days...the whole class got scolded by Ms Loew today because of that...but...sometimes we can't help but really laugh at it what...what does she expect us to do...seriously...it is not like a new thing in class...we are used to it already...
Just came home from a great "leaders" meeting...laugh non stop can...pastors sure have humour
Super tired out by the unusual sleeping pattern yesterday...but I am gonna take this chance to kill some flesh...my flesh is weak but my spirit is strong later going to study up all the study hours I didn't finish yesterday and today before it gets pushed to tomorrow and become another burdern...outing tomorrow cancelled...lunch can't make it...going to come home and rest awhile before going to tuition tomorrow evening...if I overslept again I am really going to kill myself...
wonder what is going on with my life...keep getting aimed by teachers...so sad about that...why can't teachers be more understanding...this way I will only get more stressed up and tired...
Today we went to make a get well soon card for pastor lia...pastor lia sure have been tired out...okok gonna study now or else I don't have to sleep already...
just woke up from a 5 hours sleep hahahaha:D keep feeling like I am announcing it but it is ok...I rarely sleep 5 hours for nap...cherie ask me don't be so small to be angry with teacher...fine...I shall not be angry...got lots of things to say today too...first of all a guy cheeko me in Dragonica...rather frighten by it but I am ok now...
planned my life for the week...felt that things are more in place now...see lots of type is school, homework and study...but you know what...I am more then recharged to go all the way for the next 3-4 months...school is really not just dragging myself to school but it is to train the most powerful weapon god have given us which we can subdue all animals...I am won't want to be a stupid Bimbo...felt rather dry from studying recently...really really dry...don't know why am I studying also...why study so much....but luckily I went for zone f service...I really came at the right time...
Still have lots more to do tonight...don't have to sleep anyway because I just woke up...the house is quiet now...everyone is sleeping...other then the sound from typing it is wanting's snoring hahahahahaha:D jkjk
There was a sudden spirk of faith for revival in peicai...just have the feeling that this is the time or never...I guess so...AE openhouse seems to be attracting people...lots of people are coming again this weekend...just can't wait...got to pray alot more this week for people already...it is the invisible dimension in the weekdays:)
Sometimes this is really not paranoid...he keep staring at me...I am super sure about it because this time it is not me that saw it but the person next to me saw it too...super scary can...
Okok people are studying...really studying...prove the teacher wrong kaye!!! U can do it de!!! Can't wait to see u tomorrow...hopefull your throat is healed already...Flavian too...guess everyone is having sore throat from all the screaming during the weekend services...me too
Super angry in class today man!!! Why can't I not admire someone!!! It is my choice and feelings...it doesn't mean that I am perfect...it is just that I hate comparing myself to someone...I am who I am!!! People can have good traits but it doesn't mean that their traits are perfect either...since school reopen keep shooting me...siao ar...don't care you la!
early morning woke up already...still very tired because the previous night was playing computer...shouldn't play so much got to concentrate on studies already...drag myself out of the house...today have cafe duty...but not much food only drinks...was rather fun though...
Last service for the weekends...attended like 4 this weekend including the friday night one...Dr AR Bernard is definately something man!!! The whole auditorium is packed to the back...i can't even get from one end of the audi to the other right after service from the back because of all the chairs....receive some good news...I knew it man!!! Show marcus something...it must be hard on the leaders man!!! Hopefully Cherie don't get them anytime soon:) Got to sleep or else tomorrow class will siao
Was at F zone's service today. Because pastor is going to preach on acadamic excellence...got to train my brain!!! Actually I am not slow...sometimes is just that either I just act or I can't hear or I totally don't know...I am a very clever and sharp person de...then for main service is on no limitations...I am so going to dream big and really come out with a picture of what I dream so I can see it physically...haha:D I am not going to say that I am tired anymore...but I am not my best today already...throat is getting sore because of alot of screamimg and cheering...anyway we were talking about saying yes! in our own school class in the bus just now and abi ask us to try amen instead...hahahahahaha I think I am in this for real!!! Yes is really no kid now because I do in occasionally in class to just unknowingly...hahahaha:D seriously...
things are turning and moving I can't wait man!!! And after service walking around the auditorium...pastor walked past and we wave and say hi to pastors...pastor how saw me and is like eh...hi!!!! Pastor still remember me can! Even though AMT is like a month ago already....and the youths have already grown to over 1000 last week!!! When the announcement video played till that part last night I just shouted something to the person sitting next to me unknowingly...just too excited because...hahaha someone can finally get married hahahahaha.....
anyway that is not the point...haven been bring people quite sometime...anyway I am once a loner...of course I don't have much friends in my circle...anyway sudden have a urge of inviting someone to acadamic excellence open house next week...gonna pray first...
really have lots of things to talk about....think about lots of thing recently too...changed alot of plans in the way I will go toward where I want to go to...feelings...changed alot...as easy as that...I don't like you I won't hang out with you...easy right...that is it! Made new friendships...people that are not as fake...people I naturally can share with...it is them man...I finally know why sometimes I can share how I feel and when other times it is just uncomfortable and doesn't feel like it...it must be the right people...just like my AMT team mates...I know them barely a day but it is just naturally can talk and share de lo...people tell me why??? It is like the best there what...but to me...it isn't the best to me...come on la...I seriously agree that people do change faces...attitude with me and doesn't understand me...how should I work with these people...come on la you can't blame me for everything right...gosh I don't want to make myself angry...change topic...
Kaye is going America at the end of the year...so gonna save some money and make a long long shopping list so she can help me buy stuff from there...hmmmm...maybe i-touch??? It is so much cheaper there and and and...don't know yet gonna check things out first...Kaye I think U can bring back a laggage of stuff I would ask u to help me buy...seriously stuff that are branded in singapore like guess...is like a normal shop there like the hang ten in singapore is common...why not hahahahahaha!!! Next topic...
The girls painted Walter's nails blue, pink and black...plus he have long nails...so when he and Flavian are guying around in the bus (for fun de....), walter's hand looks like a girl's hand touching flavian...so funny...and it really makes my hair stands...
Is this a really long post...I am going to make it long...
Tomorrow have cafe...Kaye was taken down from usher...and she wants to usher but can't poor she...so sad kaye!!! hahahahahahahahaha:)
Thinking of what laptop to get for next year already...thinking and thinking...probably something I can play games too de...probably I could have sometime next year to play computer games...just downloaded dragonica...try this is looks fun...I won't get hooked onto it...don't worry...because I am now very motivated to study after today's AE service in zone F shall really do my best...I am all prepared for the war of olevel...because I can't misuse my brain when it is the most most powerful thing god have given to mankind which makes us able to subdued all the other amimals and living things on planet earth.
Now it is considered day of sabbeth already...because it is past mid night already...and I can't study or do any stuff already...going to sleep le... sweet dreams! I am sleepy I am tired I am sleepy I am tired...hahahaha to make it easier for me to sleep:)

oh my gosh i can't believe what I did during my oral exam. I actually hehehe...in front of the teachers. I don't know how to read alot of words in the oral passage and I didn't say well enough for the conversation part...and I realised I can't pronounce alot of chinese words properly too. Suddenly felt very drained in the middle of school today...I wasn't nervous neither was I scared at all....I felt nothing before the oral...I didn't prepare neither...I totally felt nothing throughout the whole oral as well...I am quite scared now...will I pass my chinese??? Even my chinese teacher is worried for me when I went to find her just now after my oral to get back my handphone...Is my chinese really so bad now??? Anyway after around 2 more weeks the learning of chinese would most probably end already because once I get into poly I don't have to learn chinese anymore! Ngee Ann poly please please please please choose me!!! I guess I am really dying to enter NP!!!
I think I am really lossing weight this few days...I am so gonna lose till I am only 47 kg I promise...I still love it when I am 47kg I guess...haven't been eating much this few days...should be able to reach 47 before the term ends...also can save some more money...:) I money is really running out already...gonna work the end of this year to have more spare money...
Tonight there is huddle and cuddle...my phone bill is so really going to get me into trouble soon...the bill is coming in a few days time...I can see that daddy is going to make me pay...I don't have money already lo...
Slept 5 hours for the past 2 nights and realise that it should be enough for every night:) Talk until rather late last night...gonna study later already...have lots of things to clear...tomorrow is chinese oral...I guess I shall not do anymore to prepare for for O'level chinese oral just go with all I have...:) I will really put in my best to say what ever I can say.
ARHahahaha I register for DPA already...phew.....:D
Ran 2.4 today...run like mad...the heat made the run worst...
Made it is 15 mins exact...almost fainted after that...didn't play at all during the rest of the pe lesson because I throw one basketball and vision went blur...so better stop. Ponned math remedial...actually not really leh...I went to tell ms lee that I don't want to go because I want to study myself. Anyway went home bath and go church study...Really started studying at 5 plus ba...until 7 plus plus 8 like this...rather bored with school...hopefully AE can motivate me to study...bio spa skill 3 assignment is in 2 weeks from now...tomorrow decided to stay at home and try out new study method...hopefully it works out...I think I got to really make a friend I can really trust soon:) cuddle and huddle later


Haha:D Went tuition in the morning...Flavian asked me to wait for him...when we walked into class together...Ms Koh is like," Why did the two of you come together?" and "are the two of you...(you know what expression)"...what!?! Later during the last 10 mins i went out to go toilet and saw Kaye there!!! Hahah:D went toilet then dragged Kaye into the tuition class hahahahahaha:D she is so shy lo...in the evening everyone came to my house...all together are Cherie, Jerlyn, Fiona, Ben Wing, Flavian, Walter, Kaye, Justin, Nicole and Nicholas...quite alot yeah hahaha:D packed my house's dinning area hahaha:D Nicholas is playing some interesting game...I gonna play it after O's I promised...Also decided to register for DPA into Ngee Ann...to increase my chance of getting in...but this year result wasn't very good just worried that it might affect the selection...But from the bottom of my heart I really really really really want to go there...I really believe that I can learn things that I really like there...things of my interested in...it is starting on wed from 2 pm...
Oh yeah just found out the Nicholas (yanhao) actually knows my primary 5 and 6 classmate haha:D also found out something interesting hahahahahahahaha:D:D:D:D:D:D:D



Nicholas is the only guy is the photo above. It is me the nicholas then Cassandra




If nicholas can pray for the salvation of someone for 2 years so can I pray for the salvation of the people around me without lossing faith!!!

hahahahahahahahahaha:D this is when the stadium is still empty...manage to take a photo when we are on stand by hahahahaha:D in the middle of the stadium is the million dollar livefeed stand!!! Super tall can...hahaha when we were leaving the stadium at the end of the night yassy say the livefeed people 4D this...hahahahahahaha:D:D:D We will need this when the church grow bigger and bigger! hahas anyway got to say something very funny...hahahahahahaha.....mummy came to find me when I was ushering then jeanette is the gate usher for the part I am ushering...she is also the one I keep talking to when we are bored ...so...hahas......the thought my mum came to look for a sit...i call mummy the the next thing she say is...how many sits do u need....then mummy told her...I came to look for weiling....hahahahahahahahaha the she damn embarrassed hahahahahahahahahahaha I was laughing like I dunno....the word was great too...about NO worries....12000 poeple walk out of the indoor stadium with no worries:D
oh yeah...the intro video very fanatastic right??? So proud of pastor how and pastor lia too I would faint just standing infront of 12000 people lesser to say talk hahahahahahaha...we were having breifing before the whole ushering thing and when everyone hear the sound of the intro video we all ran out to see it hahahahahahahaha...everyone is excited about the
We believe in the one true and living God, the Creator, Redeemer, Sustainer,
and Ruler of all things. He is infinite, eternal, unchangeable, and is
revealed to us as the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

I will doubt no more, because god created logic and it is more than just logic.
hahahaha....finally able to force myself to study despite I wasn't very well to do so...the medicine doctor always give me have side effects on me...but got to force one...because that medicine is super annoying...always makes me shake so just endure with it lar...yesterday after studying in the room for the whole afternoon, I went out to eat something so I can take my medicine then Audrey suddenly appeared in my house to.........pass me homework......saddistic can...4 math exam papers for revision...but she should not have come in the first place because the virus I caught is contagious...anyway thanks Audrey! Tomorrow is FOP already...but that doctor die die alsowrite my MC till tomorrow...aiya my mom yesterday tell me cannot go...but it is like once a year only lo....so annoying...this week study rule was sone very on pace...left 5 hours plus to cover today...so happy with myself...maybe shall do more then 20 hours:) Now I have more time to study and today wanting is back to school I have the whole house to myself without her making so much noise mahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaahhaahhaahha:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
oh man...felt terrible last night but okay today already:D only when there is fever that I don't feel well other then that I am alright:) now I am behind time for my study rule...got to chiong already...friday have FOP not sure if mummy will let me out...I have lots of time without school to study but got to see if I could...I gets sleepy easily so whenever I can study when I am wide awake I got to study le... wanting is like perfectly recover already lo...anyway today is her last day of MC.....now cherie is also on MC...hahaha she sure feel the same as me man!!! Anyway sometimes it is really boring to be at home...but there is some weird guys I don't know keep msging me to entertain me...so fine....I seriously don't know him...he is also super weird...aiya don't care la...anyway this idiot blog doesn't want to follow my instructions...I can't do anything to it!!! So annoying!!! Yesterday the clinic is like full house...so many people is ill now...then I come to think of sat...I think the whole CG have something to declare...we can sit together for sure....at the qurantined area hahahahahaahahahahahahahahha...don't have to find seats already...
Oh man...not feeling well already...all because of wanting la!!! Shit man...not studying productively recently...how I study also like this...getting very irritated already...and so people say i have attitude problem!!! idiot la!!! come on think I don't have dream...i know what I wanted to do since sec 2 already can...I am not those typical students in my school...even some of those who are doing well in school have not have a idea of what they want to do ok!!! don't be so blind la!!!

oh yeah look at Nicholas Tan's other one the blog...really a very very impactful post! Going the extra mile people love him:)

Do hanna!!! So exciting man...first time...seriously...it smells badly...use hand steriliser to cover up the smell...The hands above are mine(most right) audrey's and Jorine's...(clockwise) The whole time in school just ran around eating taking photo and did some crazy stuff...scream and cheer during the fashion show till I have immediate sore throat...During class party the guy and Fahmy did crazy things la! They gambled and whoever that lossed with have to finish a cup of disgusting thing like mixing Sala sauce with coke with tomato sauce with potato salad and even watermelon!!! Wait till I get all the photos then I shall upload in another entry...Didn't share WOW testimony during CG cos I got so scared...wait till one day when I am ready then share ba...Audrey burnt herself by the light...hahahahaha...because the lights are really very hot de...Super bored during cafe duty today because went only half-way and like no customer de...found a place quiet and dark and really perfect to hide in church...no one manage to find me for some time...Oh yeah The Straits Times!!! Home page 4...interview pastor How about some twitter thingy...They spell Pastor How's name wrongly...it later became a joke because Pastor joke on twitter about the name and it is really coincidental because the Typo error by straits times is that they spell pastor's name as pastor Seow How San when it is at least Seow How Tan...I heard from them the san is used to refer to a male in Japanese and Chan to refer to a female in japanese and just so coincidentally Pastor Lia's name is Pastor Cecilia Chan...just nice hahahahaha Pastor How say on twitter that it might be a sign from god to plant a heart of God church in Tokyo...

Oh my gosh can!!! Ponned bio remedial today la...feel so guilty...just because I want to go home and bath before going to church and so that I don't have to keep rushing...reach church at 3 plus plus doing sound check already...went to cg first...have cg in alfresco!?! After CG look at the auditorium...everything quite ready...suddenly realise that today service is really something...as in something big...because I saw pastor How in the auditorium personally looking to make sure that everything is going to go smoothly...and everyone looks so so so formal...me too:) went downstairs till gates open time...sat near the front...so scary...when pastor Kong and Dr A.R Bernard enter the auditorium, everyone just stand up and started cheering and clapping.