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AMT
Posted on: Friday, June 5, 2009
Posted at: 8:25 AM
Fabulous man! Never regreted attending for sure. Sorry I didn't mean to pon remedial but even if there isn't AMT I think I will pon remedial too. 5 sessions yesterday and one last session today in the morning before we are released. The whole training was rather eventful for me so must blog about it!!!Posted at: 8:25 AM
The night before thursday before going AMT, kind of study the night through trying to memorise the 24 bible verses before going because there will be a test on it. Really study like mad till 5 in the moring before going to sleep for one hour and wake up ready to go for my 1 and a half day continuous adventure. The whole AMT training started with a test, the 24 verses test I only manage to memorise 15 but I passed ok! Pollyna Lai got like the second in the whole batch can!?! The pass mark is like 30!?! But I passed quite well kind of what I expected because I got 50.5 marks but haha:D sadly wanting fail!!! Kind of she got 24 I think haha:D:D:D That is the difference between putting my sleep time to study and rather sleep first. After test is 2 session which lasted till lunch break. Really the main difference between BMT and AMT is the AMT really test on our teamwork and capacity and more of leadership training already. So for me really is stepping out of my comfort zone with my CG mates and spending the time with people I may not even know but they are all easy to talk and are leaders and potential leaders in church all my shi fu! Within mins since the start of lunch, we are already like years long friends. Surprisingly my team mates have 2 zone A people!!! Pastor How came and preach for the 4th session just before dinner break. He discipled the whole batch 2 AMT but it was really powerful
we can really feel and click with flow of the holy spirit. The last session is with Dominic really touch everyone, everyone is crying it is on building our own alter with god. What if one day the person you admire the most backslides and critise god will you too leave? This is the question. Can you imagine 5 pm on saturday not being in church what will u be doing? Can you imagine yourself in another church with a totally different culture from heart of god church? The culture in Heart of God church can be good but we can't say that there is totally no politics and thing we don't wish to see or hear that will happen because eventually we are all humans who are born sinners. Like what dominic say, I don't want to leave and backslide and eventually regret after 20, 30 or even when I turn 60 and one day come back to HOGC feeling the same presence of god realising that I have wasted my life away. I promise to never let anyone affect or control my walk with god. Studied after the long day for the test on the next day the John 3:16 test. Not easy ok sleep only passed midnight but bare slept for awhile, at 2 plus 3am yassy is playing drums right outside MPR1 and 2 where everyone is sleeping, Quite a joke right but we woke up to clean up the church in the middle of our sleeps really I see that when everyone is cleaning no one is fully awake it is super cold and I am practically shivering. Really was scared because never see yassy dressed like this before and the way she wakes us up kind of my team leader Elson told yassy that i am scared of her and she is like huh u scared of me ai yo scared of me i can get married already. Scared of me, later guys scared of me hahah:D:D:D. And prayer meeting from 4 to 5. Imagine how tired everyone must be??? To hold on through the whole 1 hour prayer meeting really needs a strong spirit. Yeah like what pastor says our flesh have to be weak and our spirit have to be strong but really our flesh is dead already. Right after prayer meeting I just lied on the chairs in MPR1 and sleep till 7. Then wake up and prepare for test, wash up. After the test is the last session with pastor How teaching us how to love people and the importance of loving people. He choose me and 2 other guys to go on the stage so he can know us better. Kind of pastor don't know me de really. I am really shivering even when it is not very cold it is scared. No kidding I am scared and is shivering right there in front of everyone. That is stage fright ba. I don't really think I am those quiet people just that there is too many people and some i really don't know that is why I am scared. I can get really loud ok haha:D Pastor say I can pray hahaha:D when pastor says that I really can.Thinking back it is kind of strange too, I never imagine myself in past. My CG and jamie will know this:D I think it is really a pain to get me to pray strong haha:D And the end to the AMT(A) is pastor's kind of emo writings on Romance, Spice and oil.
Romance
Vision without romance is just objectives and goals.
Vision inspires, but romance motivates
Vision takes you forward, but romance makes the process enjoyable
Spices (emotions)
God could have made man without emotions
But without emotions, Life would be bland, unexciting and clinical
Emotions are the colour of life.
Without emotions, we would be colour blind
Oil
relationships is the oil of the church
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The gold medal winner with no family to celebrate with or friends to rejoice with has won the wrong race.
The loser with family to cry with friends to hug is the real winner of the human race.
Heart Of God Church is not a purpose-driven church
But a love-driven church and a purpose-directed church.
The above is taken from pastor's Romance, spice and oil written in 9 January 2006.
I have stretch in this two days lets see the next half of mine friday.
Left church at 1130am cab home to bath and cab to school. Kind of rushing all the way. Having some english seminar stuff, totally knonk out in the bus to the city area where all the offices are. Sleep and sleep and sleep. I think I reach school at 12 plus so wendy and shu huey thought i overslept until then haha:D I think I slept lesser then you guys. The first session of the english seminar is on paper one me and Jorine really slept like we don't know what is happening so after sleeping so much...I felt a little high during the second session. After that went to bugis to buy fries the delicious fries in bugis junction the go back to church for BM and dinner. After dinner went someone house because someone is lock out of her house. Kind of really sad because it is the father that has been like this for quite sometime and especially it is those landed properties where the night can be very scary. She had been sleeping a night outside the house already. Really I am not kidding that it is really scary because the whole journey in and out had scared the guts out of me already.
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Tomorrow have to go meet en gong in tampines one because he is teaching me chemistry so must really thank this en gong and probably jogging in the morning first too:D
Went home eventually... 4 days to complete my research for AMT and send in and I can graduate soon!:D
Key:
AMT->Advance Ministry Training