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Posted on: Saturday, May 2, 2009
Posted at: 11:22 AM
Loving a person is when someone else talks bad about that person you just feels like 'killing' or just slap them in the face right there.
Loving a person is went they feel sad you feels for them too.
Memory just starts drifting into my mind today.
Remember that about a month or two ago Jamie preach to us in a CG that we can not like someone just still loves them.
I truly felt it now.
Sometimes some people just gets on your nerves. I dislike them because they 'dao' me and give me that stupid 'u think I care' or 'you are the lamest person man' face. No matter how happily you want to talk about some things it just pull you down and you just no longer have the mood to continue saying. They spread things about you which are far of worst then the jokes you say to them, trying to find topics to talk about and they just want to end your conversation. Treating you differently from what they used to and gossip about you with the others. You have no choice but to see them very frequently. I just not want to see them at all. But today when i see them once again I ask myself what if one day someone is going to talk bad about them what my reaction is going to be. I even made up examples I would hear but once the though came into my mind I felt like fighting and standing up for them. I realise that is loving someone. I finally realise that!!!

P.S. hey I am here alright. All you have to do is to tell me I will carry it together with you through everything or pray over your problems. If you don't want people to help thinking that it would be a burden on the people around you then you should not be blaming god for the burden you have on you right now. You are not fair to me too alright when you say uyou will be there for me no matter what happens and when I am feeling down I turn to you too and created a huge problem out of it but from the bottom of my heart it is ony that I know you will be there that is why I say and tell you only wanting a listening ear and you feels for me and i feels safe telling to but you are not treating the same to me. When I am feeling really really down I mean very I can feel that you will be there but why can't you feel that i can be there to carry it for you too. You are not trusting me or something else. You are freaking me out right here alright. What you tell me is not in line with what you are thinking, this will only cause people to not trust you alright. At least tell the truth alright. I keep things to myself when i have the confidence that i can overcome it myself but it is not for you. All I want to say is that I love you and will be there for you. I can't feel that you can feel it anyway. You don't want to tell me I can't force you to it is up to yourself. I can't carry on with this aimless life being moody. If you still feels moody about what is happening you stills cares about that person alright.